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Sunday, April 13th, 2003
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3:39 pm - Back to JSC...
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I got back from New York the day I was supposed to go back to school, so I left on Monday morning. I thought my car was all fixed so I could drive it back. I was so damn excited about finally having a car again - it is really difficult living in Johnson Vermont without any mode of transportaion. So I'm driving my car. I get to Bethel and all of a sudden I hear this awful noise, and there is a bad fume coming from my car. It sounded like the muffler just died. Great. So I pull over - it is 8:00 am by the way, and I don't want to wake anyone up. Luckily someone was going into a house, so I stopped her and I asked to use the phone. Apparently she didn't live there because every time I asked her a question she would look at the guy who was there for him to answer. There were religious pictures all over the wall so I thought it was some sort of thing like the wife can't speak. It was weird for a minute. Then that woman left and the guy let me use the phone to call my dad. There was a woman there from Equador and I over heard her speaking Spanish to the dog. I speak Spanish so I talked to her for a while. She loved my by the time I left because she never hears Spanish in small town Vermont - surprize surprize. So my dad took me back to school and I had to go to my earth science class. The rest of the days sort of sucked because I was still on a high from being in New York City and I came back to Johsnon with no car and I'm stressed out of my mind. But things are getting better and Laramie is almost over (I have never been happier about a show being over in my life) and I am graduating soon, so things should get better. Oh - I HAVE to get a cell phone. That little incident cinched the idea, so if anyone knows a good plan and a good phone to get please inform me! thanks!
current mood:  tired
current music: Warehouse - DMB
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| Friday, March 28th, 2003
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9:11 am - Time for Vacation!
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I'm going home for vacation today. I don't think my parents know I'm coming, probably because I forgot to tell them! Lora is giving me a ride thankfully. I always leave things to the last minute! I just realized yesterday that I had to find a ride home, and so I asked lora, not thinking that it was true "do you happen to drive through Rutland?" and she said she did! so I have a ride home, good for me! I might go to New York on the 3rd through the 6th, but I'm still not sure about it yet. I really miss Greg! I have to call him sometime soon or he will think I forgot all about him! Last night was a lot of fun, I went to Andrew's and had spaghetti dinner with Lora and Mike. We played pass the lora - where all of us tied her arms together in her sweater and passed her around (shut up Lora, you had a great time ;) ) Anyway, I laughed a lot. And I ate way too much spaghetti. mmmmm... spaghetti. Andrew and I stopped by coffee house and we were invited to Sam's. I really wanted to go but I knew that I shouldn't because I had to get up early and pack and shit. I hope everyone drank one for me! So I'm going home today and I have to pack and clean my room, and oh, I still haven't written that paper for peace and war that was due five weeks ago now. I'll just write a really good one over break...I hope. Have a great break everyone!
current mood:  happy
current music: flies buzzing around in my room....damn flies! *grumble*
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| Wednesday, March 26th, 2003
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9:40 pm - Flying Purple People Eater
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Which Sesame Street Muppet Are You?
Just got back from Laramie rehearsal. It was a bit of a bore I must admit. I just think that everyone has to begin to become a cohesive ensemble instead of fooling around the whole time. I do my share of fooling around too, but sometimes I just think that if we don't get it together now, we won't. Yeah. So my Earth Science test is tomorrow, I'm scared shitless about it. I loathe tests, especially for science or math. I haven't studied very well for this one either because I've been so damn busy lately. There were a couple of guys in my class hanging out in dibden so I went over to see what they were studying. One of them asked me if I remembered some topic from the class and I was like " I don't even think I've ever heard of that in my life" and it is going to be on the TEST! I HATE SCIENCE TESTS. Okay, I always stress myself out way too much for these things. Its no big deal, one damn test and I'll be done with it forever. Blah. Eric's class was fun as usual. Laura and I played the ABC game and we rocked out! :) Mine and Monica's scene went well too. And Tiffany left us all with some wonderful words of wisdom. "Purple is a pussy color."
current mood:  stressed
current music: Rent
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| Tuesday, March 25th, 2003
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5:20 pm - Too Many Tests!
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My Peace and War test was today, I think I did fairly well on it though. I have my Earth Science test Thursday. They should make it illegal for teachers to give us two tests so close together! Today has been going pretty well. My dance class was cancelled because Maris' mother isn't doing very well. I hope that she gets better soon though. Poor Maris, she was crying the other day in class because it is taking a lot out of her to see her mother as sick as she is. I ate lunch with Laura and Andrew, fun times talking about chopsticks and eating healthier while currently eating brownies and chocolate milkshakes. Rehearsal for Laramie tonight, it shouldn't be so bad because we are only doing the second act (thank god!) Now I need to print out study guides for my Earth science test!
current mood:  busy
current music: clicking of keys in the computer lab
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| Monday, March 24th, 2003
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12:47 pm - The Sun!
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Today is going pretty well so far, granted it just started - but it is beautiful! I love the sun, I can't wait for summer! Maybe when I graduate I'll move somewhere warm. Anyway, last night I went to MaKenzie and Brian's for dinner. We played pictionary and made up our own words for the other team to draw. It was hilarious. Boys against Girls - they won, whatever, next time it's takedown time. Andrew got back from home, I missed him but I had a good weekend here too. Eric's class was hard today. We are playing games that require thought, something I'm not very good at in the morning. The Alphabet game, reading from a book and the question game. I suck at the question game - all of them actually, but mostly the question game. My English Lit two class was cancelled today! I was going to skip it, then I found out it was cancelled! Bodner has cancelled her classes at least four times since break! Not that I am complaining. Oh, I also found out that I got the award for Outstanding Acheivement in Theatre so I am going to honors convocation. That's pretty cool. Now on a less bright note I have to study for my Earth Science exam and my Peace and War exam - and write papers. At least class was cancelled so I have a little time now!
current mood: happy
current music: Live
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| Saturday, March 22nd, 2003
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9:39 pm - Eric's fun workshop and other ramblings
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Today I went to Eric's improv class. His house is amazing. The ceilings were really high and everything was just so beautiful. He made us dinner too, vegetarian chile, macaroni and cheese, salad and we had strawberries and peach cobbler for dessert. We did a lot of improv games from class but it was really cool to be able to remember them again. I'm really tired right now though, we left at noon and just got back. I still have to write my papers and study for my peace and war test. I have all day Sunday; but I know I should start now or I won't get it done. I am so sick of homework. I know that I bring it upon myself by taking too many classes and doing too much, but dammit! I am really getting burned out. I don't have any weekends free at all (granted I had an incredible time today, it was a lot of fun) but still, it would be nice to have some time for myself, not doing homework or rehearsals or classes. Yeah, that would be nice. Although, I'm graduating in May and I don't have anything set up for after I leave Johnson so I suppose I'll have a lot of free time on my hands. Krystal's sister is here today and I was going to go meet her, but Krystal said she was going to Mandy's...funny, Mandy told me she was going to sleep - ack, I don't want to get into that right now though. Anyway I think I won't write my paper now because I would like to go to sleep. Andrew is in Lyndonville and I was going to go with him but since I had this improv thing today I couldn't. I miss him. The thing that sucks about not having a roommate is that when I come back to my room I am completely alone. And that is okay sometimes, but sometimes you just need someone to chill out with, or talk to about shit. Yeah, I should really do some real work and stop complaining about how I don't have anything done.
current mood:  okay
current music: Billy Joel
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10:04 am - Procrastination is key
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I'm really tired right now. It's too early for me to be coherent. I had a lot of fun yesterday. Went to Burlington with Tiff and Morgan, we got to ride in her yellow car named Blanche! I bought a new purse and a shirt it was very exciting. I hadn't been to burlington in a really long time. I should have written my papers and done my earth science and studied for my midterm in peace and war, but I sure didn't. Then I got back. I was going to go do some homework but Mandy and Keith were in the RA office so I played Trivial Pursuit with them - and Morgan - until like 3:00am - I was going to go earlier, but I lost track of time. It was cool though, reminded me of when I used to keep Mandy company in the security office and we'd play Skipbo until all hours of the night. How time does fly. I'm going to Eric's improv session at his house and I that is going to be awesome. I can't really remember when I'm supposed to meet Mandy though, cause she's giving me a ride. Hope I find out before it starts! okay, maybe I'll try to do some homework now.
current mood: tired
current music: Jesus Christ Superstar
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| Friday, March 21st, 2003
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| Thursday, March 20th, 2003
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9:24 pm - Hey we're the replacements
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Today went relatively well I guess. Got up at 8:00 am for my dance class with the Vermont Dance Collective. That was actually pretty fun. I left on time for once, instead of leaving an hour later than my scheduled internship. It's not a big deal though, if I really minded I would just leave on time. They are going to perform in my home town - Rutland - so that is cool. Then I went to Earth Science, we learned about rocks, sedimentary rocks even, joy of joys. Then rehearsal, yeah, I tried not to be my regular disruptive self tonight and I think it went pretty well. I actually tried to get some character work done and take this show seriously for once. Anyway... I have this feeling that I am being replaced. I think I've always felt like that throughout my life. In high school I had this group of friends, then I had a sort of falling out with one of them, and I was essentially replaced by someone else. One of my friends actually said to me "she is your replacement." I've felt like that a few more times also, but lately... I don't know I really feel like I'm being replaced again. That's the only word for it. I have to vent about this. I know I should just tell the people involved, but I'm too chicken I guess. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings - a little while back I stated my mind and I really don't think any good came from it. So I was supposed to start a theatre company with Em, it was just a brain child really, nothing big, but I was so excited about it. I couldn't wait until I graduated to start on it. Then after Hedda Gabler I heard that she and Mandy are starting one. "it was like Baboom." And all of a sudden I was out of the picture. They are taking a show to Scottland under their theatre's name. And I really need to talk to Em about it, but I just don't know what to say. And I don't know how to say it without offending anyone. I must be making too big a deal out of this because I always do, but that's just how I feel. And I feel like I'm being replaced again with someone else here too. I don't know... I guess that sometimes I feel like people think it's okay to push me aside, maybe I let them. Yeah, I just had to get that out. So I think I'm going to coffee house tonight, then maybe a girls night with Kenzie. I'm looking forward to it. I could use some fun dammit!
current mood:  contemplative
current music: They Might Be Giants
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| Wednesday, March 19th, 2003
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9:48 pm - War Uh, What is it good for...
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hmmm. So I was watching star search with Andrew, and all of a sudden there is a CBS special news update. It seems that our illustrious president has pressed the red button and dropped some bombs in Baghdad. Weird, scary... I don't know. Sometimes I wish that I was ignorantly blissful about this whole situation. I couldn't beleive in his speech how he said something to the extent of "do not destroy your oil wells because they are important to the Iraqi people." The IRAQI people? For some reason I think that the word he meant was AMERICAN people. I think that war and bombs don't really help anything or anyone. Where is there one instance where war actually helped people, made people feel like their lives are better for it? Perhaps I don't know all the facts, and I don't claim to, but for some reason all of this just seems wrong. Yeah, it seems wrong...
current mood: distressed
current music: Sirens and explosion sounds on the TV
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5:44 pm - Secret password and everything
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So I've decided to jump on the livejournal bandwagon! I feel like I'm in a little club. We should make a livejournal clubhouse! Oh, to be accepted. I even got the secret password. Anyway, Thanks to Tiff for introducing me to the wonderful world of livejournal. Now for some boring information about my day. Today was my easy day, only two classes and a rehearsal for the Laramie Project. Eric's class is always great. Except this morning Ehren bumped into me and fell down. Then he reached his hand up to say he was sorry and I think that he thought I had my back to him. Well, that wasn't the case. And he certainly did not grab my back. oh the look on his face...the look on my face! And I think Trace is the only one who saw it. It was pretty funny though. What a way to start the day. Laramie rehearsal was in Mclelland tonight, joy of joys. Russ made me feel like an ass for laughing while I was saying a line. Don't worry Russ i won't laugh during the performance! or..maybe I will! Mwaahaahaa...okay, I don't really have anything important to say right now. So ends the first installment of my journal. Tune in next time for another exciting look into the life of me.
current mood:  amused
current music: Hedwig and the Angry Inch
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